The year of the Earth Ox is here! And as such my 3rd personal new beginning.
Yeah!
You see, I just like to reflect on the past to build the future. I dwell on signs, and omens, as well as ponder on the synchronicities occurring in my life. And I do this in stages: 1st, the Roman calendar New Year. Since I, most of the time, have to spend this holiday with family, I never get the chance to really get within grasp of the degree of interiority I’m seeking for. So there comes along my birthday! I look upon it as my very special renewal day, to which I commune to a renewed sense of self. I don’t know quite how to explain it besides saying it’s sacred for me. And then the Chinese New Year tops it all off. It’s great, because if I missed a resolution, a message, an insight, I do have that second, then that third chance to catch up. What a precious blessing!
Hence, when I get to witness the Chinese New Year dawning on me, like this glorious sunrise, all golden and glowing, lightening afire in the midst of this horrendous freezing cold the petrified snow covered river, I feel whole and at peace, and ready to tackle whatever is ahead.
A new dawn.
Yes, a page has been turned and I’m out of limbo for good.
This means less time for everything I like, mostly knitting and writing, so I must make every minute count.
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Being a knitter in a non-knitter’s environment is quite difficult at times. I tried to “convert” and “spread the gospel” as much as I could, but it’s not catching up as quickly as I expected. Hence, I didn’t get a single knitting related gift for the holidays, despite all my nudge-nudge-wink-wink efforts of the past 2 years.
But, I got a special intimate birthday celebration that really cheered me and touched me deeply. Thanks so much to Alison and Audrey who took me out for coffee, cake and a nice chit-chat/knitting impromptu session. That was my best ever birthday. And see the superb gift Alison got me:
Isn’t it great: my first ever knitting related gift! All complete with a sock pattern and the dpn’s set. Those socks will be long cherished, I swear. Thanks.
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Projects.
I have so many on the needles and so many lusted after in my Ravelry queue.
I’m sad I didn’t have a digital cam when I first started bloging and knitting. I feel cut off from my own beginnings. And it’s hard and somewhat pointless to recap now. But I do have some ideas in mind to cope with this. I’ll figure a way, promised. Anyonecanknit got me over my hang-ups. Why not just jump and do it again from the start? Who cares about my two failed first attempts at bloging? I’ll just commit to it as much as I can and have fun with it. That’s it!
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Same thing with the bilingual blog. Seemed crazy at the time to maintain two versions of my own writting. So, lo and behold, I’ve let go of the French along the way. But now, I think I’m lured into coming back to it, but in a different manner, thanks to Audrey's idea. My way of shoving all in the same post was discouraging. Now, I can translate at my own pace on my 2nd French blog, or so I hope. Ok, I couldn’t keep up and be committed to one sole blog. Let’s just hope I’ll have the stamina and wackiness to keep up with two! No money bets, please!
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Now, let’s celebrate that Chinese New Year in style!
FO: Fond of You
5 years ago
2 comments:
Happy belated birthday! Look forward to seeing those socks!
Now it's my turn to tell you my admiration. I hadn't noticed that you have a French version of your blog. That's a lot of work! Have you seen other bloggers who combine two languages by writing one paragraph in their language and the second in English? As for me, well, French is easier, but most of the blogs are read are in English, so I figured that English was the way to go ;-)
Hey, Maryse, don't get all excited! I use to combine both languages in the same post when I first started my blog in 2007. Then I abbandoned, because it was was way too much work.
Now, I recently decided to "give" myself more work in dividing my blog in 2. My plan is that I can translate at my own pace, and not refrain myself from writting whenever I want, bet it in french or in english. But now, will I ever translate those posts? That is the real question!
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